motherhood

had a bit of an embarrassing moment this afternoon
good thing no one heard me!

was sitting out on my deck
with my computer
and my bottle of water
its windy today, i had to take the umbrella off the table

and kc runs around the deck, up the steps
and into the deckroom
and just inside the door, he said "meow"
and i absentmindedly (promptly, i might add) said "what?"

um, um?
what is happening to me?