contemplating

i felt really bad today
i left around noon
closed the door on kc's face
and he jumped up the door, to look out the window
and then over to the sink and looked out kitchen window
and he is meowing
and looking to pitifully at me, from out the window
i took a few pics of my flowers that are starting to bloom
and he followed me to each window
i felt really nasty, leaving him at home
but i couldnt take him along to the station
i knew there were going to be too many folks there
who wouldnt appreciate him
besides that, he peed on the carpet, last time i had him there

i felt like such a bad mother
leaving my poor kid at home all alone
am actually contemplating another cat
as wild and excited as kc is when i get home
i'm sure he is lonely during the day
and i'm gone for up to 15 hrs at a time