kc

i learned something today
maybe i am capable of loving a person?

i found out why some folks go bananas and imagine the worst when a family member is hurt
i could never understand that
whatever happens, happens, we'll deal with what ever it is, is how i always thot they should look at it

kc is limping
he's putting no wt whatsoever on his left hind leg
and i had to leave almost as soon as i found him limping
and until i got back, i was envisioning him dead
...from falling into the toilet and drowning while trying to get a drink
...to being more seriously injured than i thot
...to being furious with me for not staying home with him
and on and on